10 - Predictable
Talking talking like I have something to say
Looking at my bitter actions when I know a better way
As the words come out I try to catch and swallow them away
but I cannot do that
Read my NIV and I reflect on what I said
And I play my insecurities like music in my head
But at least I can take comfort that I did much better than
I would have done last year
Why don't I, do the things I wanna do
But I do the things I, say I don't wanna doI do them anyway
Maybe I am trying to,
But I”m at a loss why I am so predictable
I say what I don't wanna say
And then I play the games
I say I don't wanna play, I do it anyway
Maybe I am trying to,
but I'm at a loss why I, am so predictable
Pressure to be like I was before
When it only takes a moment to forget of what I'm sure
And I want to make improvements on a character
I know was made to serve, My God
And I am standing even though my legs are weak
And I'm breathing in this breath of life again so I can speak
And I know that I'm frustrating,
It's a good job He's so patient when He knows I'm not
Why don't I, do the things I wanna do
But I do the things I, say I don't wanna do
I do them anyway
Maybe I am trying to,
But I”m at a loss why I am so predictable
Oh, I know I could be so much more, so much better
Oh, thankfully He told me in this long love -letter
He will never give up on me,He'll never give up on me
And He will never give up on you...
